I’ve never felt so disappointed/frustrated/stressed.
I feel like everything is going wrong.
There’s so many expectations for me to fulfill.
There’s so much I need to remember.
There’s so many things I need to do.
There’s so many people that are relying on me.
There’s so many unreliable people.
There’s so many people who don’t take the effort to listen to me or to care what I think.
There’s so much stress and pressure from my family.
There’s just so much going on in my head.
I’m sick and tired of being the person who does every single thing that people ask of me. I’ve realized that I do that unintentionally and now it’s biting me in the ass. I can tell that people are taking advantage of me, whether they realize that or not. When people ask me to do favors for them, I try to do it, even if it involves putting other things I have to do aside.
I’m sick and tired of people who don’t put effort into things and still do excel in whatever they’re doing. Here I am, working my ass off just to try to get by and I still don’t do well. It’s even worse when people brag that they did well without even trying.
I’m sick and tired of people thinking I’m not capable of doing certain things. Just because I have certain traits that others don’t have does not mean I’m unable to do things for myself.
Lastly, I’m sick and tired of thinking that everything that goes wrong is entirely my fault. Just rereading this whole post makes me think that everything is going wrong because of my actions. And this feeling is the suckiest feeling I have felt in my entire life.
